(yellow submarine) john lennon

ok so im not sure where the hell john lennon, specifically his animated version, originated from, but all i know is that i watched the yellow submarine movie when i was just starting to get into the beatles and i think i heard this movie through pinterest. i think i found his design and personality appreciative in the movie. basically i saw him as a bright character both design and personality wise. one day, i did actual research on him and also appreciated his real life self. also, im genuinely financially dedicated to him. i have 2 bags at the moment. if i could form something im proud of that relate to both his animated and real selves is that him being my oshi genuinely saved my life. i was suicidal when i started liking his character and that actually distracted me from killing myself. however, i was also mentally hurt whenever i'd do this kind of hobby (as said in my rant page on 4/12/26 except it was also about the beatles and not just john himself). now the thoughts are gone and i've been focusing on john's animated self while feeling fine about it